“It’s a mess”
because life is not simple.
I feel like doing any damn thing
putting on a fashion show,
dancing the tango,
singing the blues,
playing poker naked
“It’s a mess”
because
my mind is going to hell.
My lists are all mixed up
and I see “mess” everywhere
“It’s a mess”
because
every day art becomes
harder, more ego-centred
more wicked
“It’s a mess”
because
apparently at the Fiac the prices
were wacky,
so it makes no sense.
“It’s a mess”
because
in the USSR in Stalin’s times,
the artists
were afraid of
contradicting the official art,
are we now heading
towards the same thing?
“It’s a mess”
because
Filliou said
“Whatever you’re thinking
think of something else
whatever you’re doing
do something else”
and that I replied
stop playing at the
Zen sage
that doen’t mean anything
“It’s a mess”
with the inventories in catalogues raisonnés
with the auction sales
with interns at 400 euros
“It’s a mess”
with artists sick and tired of
searching for something new
that is no longer new
“It’s a mess”
I don’t understand
and why does Cloud send me messages
every 10 minutes
how many clouds are there?
“It’s a mess”
I mustn’t forget
to take with me
computer, air book with mouse,
photo appliances
camera
medication…
“It’s a mess”
my work list is over 50 pages long
there are 20 sub-lists
the studio
the office
the shopping
the films
“It’s a mess”
the weapon manufacturers
love wars
the States love the economy
the economy loves power
the power loves art
“It’s a mess”
The rats in my cistern
attacked Duchamp’s notes,
did they do it on purpose?
“It’s a mess”
sometimes I can’t stop writing
sometimes I’m ashamed of every word I write
sometimes…
“It’s a mess”
I like people to give me their opinion
but I don’t like people to make decisions on my behalf
“It’s a mess”
I have once again started to photograph
the chewing gum in the street
on the sidewalks
“It’s a mess”
I have a problem with my braces
one of them doesn’t work
and it prevents me from thinking.
“It’s a mess”
in truth
I am a small hothead trying to shock
by signing any damn thing
but that damn thing was already in the
pouches of Dada and of Duchamp therefore I get 2/10
on the other hand
on the level of external policy and philosophy
I request a higher note of 8/10 why?
because I sincerely believe
that I could prevent 80% of the conflicts
in the world
“It’s a mess”
and if in Youri’s space
in the middle of the room there was
my low Ping Pong table
with moving objects etc.
and that everything was for sale?
“It’s a mess”
in truth the artists
are all slaves
who play at being free
“It’s a mess”
why?
because in my head it’s an
‘‘incredible mess’’
“It’s a mess”
after the Nouveau Réalisme
after Fluxus
it is the turn of the group Zéro
to send the prices sky high
“It’s a mess”
especially when I think of the amount of gadgets
cinema, sound, light, etc.
that I bought
and that were never of any use
and that I don’t throw away
“It’s a mess”
This morning I see myself as Lagerfeld
I have designed three new dresses
they will be a huge hit
I can already imagine the show,
something really new,
they will all be jealous.
“It’s a mess”
Nothing works any more
I have no more ideas
I could fill the gallery 3 times over
it would still be the same thing
from the little ego
“It’s a mess”
but a mess does not seem very serious
“It’s a mess”
by dint of filing
I filed myself into a drawer
and I can’t manage to get out
Ben, 2016
Translated in English by Ann Cremin